Weight Watchers Here I COME

So I have been watching my incredible shrinking friend for the past few months(Shaunte). She makes loosing weight/getting into better shape look easy and doable. I had a major gastric bypass 15 years ago and lost 100 pounds. I had been heavy for 7 years and I kept hearing about this fantastic surgery. I first thought that it was crazy and extreme. I also thought what a lazy way to loose weight however after meeting person after person I finally felt like this was the best option for me. I lost the weight quickly and didn't feel well for a long time but, eventually I felt like I had come out of a shell and that I was in a way reborn. It was one of the biggest life changing moments I have had. I would still do it again if I had to do it over. I believe my quality of life was changed. I felt better about myself and I was a better person for it. Eventually one negative effect which is not proven but, I believe to be a fact was I developed osteoporosis by 35 I learned this after 3 years in a row with 3 severe breaks. My spirit, my health and my body was in chaos. I think the worse part was that when you break a leg (and I broke 2) that you lay around and live on pain medicine and even when you finally can walk it is with a bit of a limp and your body never quite feels the same. Anyway it has been 2 years since the last break. I need to shape up. I am no where near where I use to be but, I have some BAD habits and I need direction.
I called Saturday found out that I have half and hour to get to town. I ran in scared, embarrassed, worried. Thankfully Shaunte meet me there and went in with me. I don't know why I was shaking and sick inside. I didn't want to tell any one I was doing this because I didn't want to have to talk about it or have people watch me and tell me that I shouldn't be doing or eating something. I also feel stupid exercising in front of anyone. I just am going to have to bite the bullet and ignore the feelings of self consciousness and enjoy my experience. I CAN DO THIS